But not with God.

I am a planner. When I get the opportunity to plan an event, my mind starts racing with all the things that need to be accomplished in order for it to come together. I am so detail oriented that I become consumed with the details; I can hardly pull myself away. I delight in planning the particulars so it takes major effort for me not to focus on only what needs to be done.

This past Saturday I received some information about an event that is absolutely incredible; I am nearly paralyzed by how life changing it will be. Nonetheless, my mind went to work making a mile-long list of all the things that need to be done to prepare. But with each thing I list, I see my inability to accomplish it. Normally, this would frustrate the bejeezus out of me, but Mark 10:27 keeps flashing across the marquee of my mind: “With men it is impossible, but not with God; for with God all things are possible.” And I find myself overwhelmed with awe at the opportunity to see God move in a way that only He can.  I am consumed with peace at knowing this is so huge, only He can make it happen.

Father, clothe me with Your righteousness and armor that the fiery darts of the enemy and the attempts to divert my gaze from You would be thwarted. You are my light and my salvation, the strength of my life. What shall I fear? Of whom shall I be afraid? I pray that You would move in a way that is so mighty, that all those who get to witness Your hand would stand in awe of who You are and how much You love Your children. I thank You for allowing me to be a part of this—blow their socks off! To You alone be the Glory!